Some people have appeared to stumble across my blog in their pursuit to learn more about me, so allow me to break the ice here.
I have a very complicated past, I’ve gotten to draw out a little comic to help describe my experience a little better.
you can view it here.
but if you prefer words then I’ll start explaining to the best of my ability.
bit of an awkward one, i commissioned this due to it being traumatic and the artist ended up bailing at the end, tried my best to finish it but its way too intense for me, so i hope you can enjoy what effort i put into it.
Hi
im still alive, and did this
ok bye
Its been a pretty messed up year, for all of us I’m sure.
Things have been progressively getting worse as per usual. It takes all of my time and energy to keep us going on another day. I want to keep drawing and getting better at art, but at this point its become less about self expression and more about figuring out how to make a career out of it, which only adds more unnecessary pressure to our circumstance.
With our increasing psychosis and instability in a world without safety or security, there’s no room for self expression among the struggle to live.
I can’t look at these blogs or social accounts without thinking about how to find a way to survive, which isn’t what I want these aspects of my life to be about. I wanted them to be a means of self expression, not a means of profiting. That’s why i’m abandoning these accounts along with the rest of my connections to social media.
Maybe one day.. we’ll be more stable to be able to express ourselves freely, but at the rate we always go at, it doesn’t look like that’s really going to happen.
So i’m going to make sure I invest my energy into experiencing as much as I can, while I still can.
See ya’ll. It was an interesting couple years on here.
Slowly dying. Take it one day at a time. Don’t kill yourself, Be proud you’ve survived another day. That’s all that matters. I’m still here. We’re here together. You’re not alone. I’ll be by your side until it all ends.
Nothing much to do except do the same thing we’ve been doing.